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Man, it feels so good to be here. I know it's been a while. I've been getting into so much from my last post. I don't even know where to begin..ahh, yes I do.

LOVE

, is always the best beginning. =) Maybe in my next post, hopefully, I will return. See you soon. Love, Light & Peace.

Backtrack..2 days ago. (wednesday)

Man..im sorry that i've been cheating on you with whats been taking place in my life. Okay..lets back track to two days ago. Two days ago..i woke up in high spirted mood. Before i went to school..i went and took a shower. Nothing like an early morning shower, with the sunlight shining in as you shower. To me its powerful as well as refreshing. [deep breath..sigh] yesssss!! Okay..so as im in the shower i start to let my mind wonder. And i just call upon the [ Lord ] ..and i talked to him for like 7 minutes. Held a good questionable conversation with him about how im living my life. Went to my Managerial Accounting class like usual. I always learn something new in class. =] So i got home went on twitter..and was tweeting for a few..on & off. Im going to go on twitter & get the exact details because, i plan on going back and reading this. To see how things use to be & how they are when i plan on reading this.
ME: RT @ColumbianCoke i hate whn ppl dnt understand me - it makes me feel like im crazy !
HER: @duhhkidjay womp
-a little bit after that she updated her status and it said
HER: @ColumbianCoke #letsbehonest REAL bestfriends DONT exist!
-to be honest..when i seen that i felt quite..i want to say disrespected but thats not the right word. lets try i felt tried. so i RT'ed it and said
ME: RT @ColumbianCoke #letsbehonest REAL bestfriends DONT exist!
HER: @ColumbianCoke from what i see.u dont acknowledge me.soo ur sying?
ME: RT @ColumbianCoke from what i see.u dont acknowledge me.soo ur sying?
so i said my goodbye and i plan on letting it be the last of it.
ME: guess i wasnt there for you how you WANTED me to be. HMPH! i just hope the best for you. fairwell Ms. Everett! @ColumbianCoke
-of course she replied to that.
HER: @duhhkidjay wow did u just say that to me .. ur mind be so occupied with these lame ass females.. u forget who was there..when u were down
HER: @duhhkidjay fukn bestfriend huh?? whoa! let me stop ahead
HER: @duhhkidjay fairwell???hahahahahaha thats fine!delete me out ur life..if the shit...is that easy buddy dueces..

look back up and reread. the girl said theres no such thing as bestfriend yet she got the nerve to say some bestfriend..huh?!? she's confused. but mann im not even going to get into our current situation. but its something i would NEVER EVER fotget. so it your interested in knowing. feel free to just ask me. with all that being said. it's the devil. yes, it was the devil! i know for that, not for a fact, but i know! the day i actually talk to the lord. my day was going great. way better then a regular normal day. And here she can and stole my joy away. I dont even know how i managed to let her get to me. To see me mad is rare. Usually i laugh at every situation. I was kind of mad at myself aslo for giving her the oppertunity to steal my joy. I once heard that once your a work of GOD the devil will try to do whatever he can to try to break you down or defeat you. And when your a work of the devil, he doesnt really bother you because he already has you, so its no need to bother or worry about you. He puts all his work into trying to get GODS people. Just letting my mind flow.

Change Your Life Sighting

I once heard this word from my main bestfriend. You may know him by Prince, but i refer to him as stress at its 1st degree. As i continued to make a change in my life, i always found myself telling others to change their life. Whether they were someone that i really cared about or just a random person i knew. When i always say "change your life" or that "you need to change your life". It was always taken as a diss, better yet a joke. I never really understood why. Maybe because of the person that they know me to be. I can't no longer persuade people that i have changed. But i just came from skateboarding. My 2nd day of the rebirth. And i was browsing the web about inner truth. & when i was almost done readig it. it was signed---change your life. A weird feeling took over me & was shocked. Like for some reason i felt a connection. So i wanted to write about it before i go to sleep.

see the link.
http://www.achieving-life-abundance.com/inner-truth.html

Best Friend In A Struggle

hmmmm...where do i start with Danilito. lol. let me start off my saying i love that nigha! even though i dont feel he is where he needs to be in life. :-/ i would never turn my back on my nigha. no matter what! we've come a way..not a long way, cause it seems like it was yesterday we was in highschool. but yeah. let me say dude is loosing his mind. i NEVER thought i'd live to see one of my bros literally cry about a girl dumping them. LMAO. like whaaa?? thats what im supoose to do. cause im a female. and i dont even do that type of shid. lol. SMH. man o man. dude called me & was like man. she wont take me back. like forreal danny! where's yo cohonas, or however you spell it. i never really seen a dude act that tyoe of way. i told him i guess she the best he ever had. lol. then he had the nerve to bring somebody else name up. lol. lets leave her anonymous & call her michy. lol. he was like man you see how you & michy are. and of course i started die laughing. like nahhh. yall cant be like how me and michy were. not saying that is was anything but i COULDNT stand her. even when she was trying to be sweet. i had an LIKE-HATE relationship with her. really cared about the jabroni. but enough about her. Danny talking about giving the girls 2 weeks to see what up. basically two weeks of being his master. Is he crazy or what? Right now she can RUN that dude. make him drive all over town..why? because he REALLY wants to be with her. I changed my life! hoe problem is no problem! i dont have girls no more. NONE!! therefore i have no girl problems. & this dude calling me with his girl problems. lol. i have no choice but to listen. cause if it was me, he would hear me out. but i cant even judge him. thats who he feels he wants to be with. but best wishes go out to him & his love life. love you mang.


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Start...

okay, i had this blog thing for sometime now, and i never actually knew where to start. like..i have sooooo much on my mind that i need to pour out. ughhh. right now, im reading a book, "a hidden wholeness", and its quite interesting. i read books that i think pertain to me, and that'll help me understand human behavior more. like, why people do the things they do. hmp.

i really feel like im going to conquer and succeed in life. and im order to do that, i had to cut off the extra baggage. majority of people dont understand. they repeatedily ask whyy them..but i cant make no exceptions. when i say everybody, i mean people as a whole.

-currently live in port saint lucie, florida

-attending indian river state college

-majoring in computer information & systems